how i draw myself vs. how i look, kind of late but i'm posting it anyway 😖 #illustration #drawing #sketch 2025/11/11に公開4,026 回視聴 9.94%3795#illustration #drawings #fypシ 2025/07/12に公開629 回視聴 9.7%542From Taylor's swift song "the archer" Screaming who could leave me darling, but who could stay.. These exact lyrics came replaying to my mind, because as someone na people pleaser, i tend to please people na nakakasama ko, i always build new characters for them... new personalities... so that i can fit in with them or rather feel na i belong somewhere... that's why with every friend group i have, knows different sides of me... but even if i did manage to do that, fit in with them, i still somewhat feel empty... and no, i don't have any problems with my friends and i feel grateful for them pa nga for not letting me feel out of place but still somehow i still am out of place... no matter where i go, or who i am with... i feel like i don't belong anywhere and this is where it's heavy cause i don't know what i'm doing... i feel lost... i want to blame someone but who can i blame other than myself... So when i heard taylor's song "the archer", i wanted to cry because it's true that, who would leave me but if i were to show my real personality the mask i'm hiding underneath... the weak real me who's full of self doubt, anxious, oversensitive, low self esteem, crybaby and being paradox all the time, will there be anyone who will still stay with me? Will there be anyone who's willing to understand me? Will there be anyone who will hug me and say that it's okay even if i'm like this? Because who can if i can't even like myself? That's why everytime i'm with my friends, i always feel guilty ksi i know they really love me but i just can't help the way i feel... so i push them away whenever i feel na naattach na ako sakanila because.. i'm scared na if they saw the real me... baka iwan din nila ako... and not only to my friends but also to the people i like... so that's why i never ever the first one to initiate to talk to them first... and i know i'm the red flag between the two of us, cause i never ever showed him how i really liked him cause i'm scared if i did, he'll feel pressured by it... and will leave me alone... That's why i always step back whenever i feel na i'm getting attach na... the fear of someone leaving me after loving them wholeheartedly is what scares me ksi what if i'm never enough? What if i was only suffocating them by the so-called love i'm giving them? What if they were only forcing themselves? So.. i thought keeping a distance from everyone and isolating myself is the right choice... since i'm used to it anyway But is it really the right choice or am i just being selfish cause i'm afraid of getting hurt again... Does anyone also feel like this? #illustration #fypシ #drawings 2025/07/08に公開1,168 回視聴 11.22%1141#illustration #fypシ #drawings #sketch 2025/05/14に公開881 回視聴 8.97%643#illustration #fypシ #drawings 2025/03/03に公開1,175 回視聴 9.11%962#bl #illustration #fypシ #blrecommendations 2025/02/10に公開732 回視聴 11.48%781#bl #illustration #fypシ #blrecommendations 2025/02/02に公開18,531 回視聴 12.1%1,88715#illustration #blrecommendations #bl #fypシ #drawing 2025/02/02に公開1,362 回視聴 13.51%1662#illustration #fypシ #drawing 2025/01/12に公開135,900 回視聴 25.67%28,00094why... when i don't find myself pretty at all #illustration #fypシ #drawing 2025/01/08に公開4,162 回視聴 10.38%3515#illustration #fypシ #drawing #delulu #loveatfirstsight #sketch 2024/12/21に公開1,395 回視聴 12.26%1459He can really be my reference for my oc #illustration #drawing #fypシ 2024/11/16に公開697 回視聴 17.22%1093Even though we both grew up in the same dysfunctional family, i'm amazed by how much my brother still moved forward and focused on becoming a much better version of himself, despite all the traumas we experienced... now i'm really seeing him being happy for the first time in my life without faking it, and i'm proud of him #illustration #drawing #fypシ 2024/09/18に公開347,039 回視聴 21.15%62,618183#illustration #drawing #fypシ #animation 2024/08/18に公開2,649 回視聴 8.08%1954@shiroll 2024/08/04に公開4,596 回視聴 8.66%3318#ivantill #alienstage #fanart #bl #illustration #fypシ #drawing 2024/07/09に公開39,284 回視聴 19.99%6,26716do you also know someone who gets angry for no reason? #bl #illustration #fypシ #drawing #blrecommendations 2024/07/08に公開15,392 回視聴 18.65%2,42124#bl #illustration #fypシ #blrecommendations #drawing #yaoi 2024/07/01に公開5,440 回視聴 15.42%62416Replying to @cl4ir3.p1 🥺🫶 #bl #illustration #fypシ #blrecommendations #drawing 2024/06/25に公開2,681 回視聴 12.01%2745#illustration #drawing #fypシ #manhwarecommendation 2024/05/29に公開2,656 回視聴 14.53%34821234...6>次へ×インフルエンサーコンテンツCSVダウンロードフォロワー総数、フォロワー増減数、エンゲージメント数、エンゲージメント率ダウンロード※ データには投稿ID, 投稿URL, 説明文, 再生数の他、LIKE数, コメント数, シェア数, 動画尺, 公開日が含まれます。 コンテンツをCSVでダウンロード
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